When You Said

When you said you loved me was that for the time being, did you just mean it for the second in your brief passion with no meaning?  When you were with me those nights in sexual slumbers, was it really love at all or was it simply uncontrolled heated blunders?

I often wonder why I started with you at all, It’s like you don’t really care about me until you are ready to fall.  I hear the remarks that are made day to day, made for other women besides me that you’ve met along the way.  I try to ignore them and just let them be, but the more I push them to the side the more I really see.

I was there for the moment and now you’ve moved on, I’m really done singing to you the same old song.  I can say I love you but it means nothing to you, because your quest for me was not real or even true.  I don’t feel bad though because it allowed me to see, the real person you are and the real person in me.

I will no longer contact you day to day; I don’t feel it’s worth it to get pushed away.

I believe you have been spoiled with the love that I hold, but now I know better and am protecting my soul. You have desires of others that I can’t possibly meet, for your love is not real, it is just a sexual game of conquer and defeat.  I will no longer play a game full of lighting matches, set fires; I’ll remove myself before of me your mind & body just tires.  So continue on your adventure to get your sexual desires met, just remember women are more than a sexual pet.

Roc’s Poetic Justice
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